THE PAINFUL TEDIUM THRIVES!Kunal Roy
Parents have left me long ago. Precisely I am completely alone for a span of nineteen years. Pains and sufferings hanker after me and at times which any strong purpose. At the very outset, I thought what I would do in their absence. The strongest pillars of my life were reduced into dust! They mingled with the earth, not to get back any more. But, with the steady flow of time, things began to amend and I discovered solace amid other factors scattered everywhere!
I should not say that my sincerity and seriousness enhanced ,all of a sudden or I began to live a life of sheer comfort and relaxation. I rather simplified my life. Besides, the mundane existentialitis of life, I concentrate on the issues revolving around literary activities. I attend various literary meets. Invitations flow in. Recitation and felicitations too. Yet the bouts of depression seem to have taken an oath not to quit me at any cost! Truly, the absence of the Real Gods of life matters and inflicts a sense of torment on me. However, there is no choice and I need to cope up with every tiny tale woven! Infact I have learnt to embrace this life as it comes to me.
Maturity is often judged by the way you tackle loneliness and discover peace amid it. But maturity is not everything. Company is essential too. Lady Luck disobeys. Her scheme may be different. She wishes me to stay away from all the malefic forces and sustain the graph of personal growth and expansion!
I have aged up. I am forty four now. There is no question of wedding at this very juncture of life. However, opinions differ. Living with my work and likes can create the most ideal situation, I firmly believe! Tomorrow is a few hours away, but there is many a slip twist cup and lip!!
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